that's actually why I didn't drink until about a year and a half ago.
Then I realized that adamently refusing to drink out of fear of becoming an alcoholic was another way of letting alcohol control my life, so it's actually proving more to myself to drink and not be an alcoholic than to abstain from it. I've realized that alcohol isn't evil and I don't need to be afraid of it. I will for sure have lots of talks with my kids about it though...7 people (that I know of) in two generations of my family have been severe alcoholics.
I do drink, although I rarely get drunk. That was kind of the same thing that I went through, except it wasn't just alcohol, but a fear of becoming like my mom. Even though it could probably never happen, I feared it like the plague. Everything she did, I would try to do the opposite.
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"Not only is pizza attractive and charming, he also has a huge penis." - Awkward Smile
I do drink, although I rarely get drunk. That was kind of the same thing that I went through, except it wasn't just alcohol, but a fear of becoming like my mom. Even though it could probably never happen, I feared it like the plague. Everything she did, I would try to do the opposite.
Everything she did, I would try to do the opposite.
same here. im now trying to find some sort of reasonable middle ground, but yeah... my immediate urge is to do the opposite of ANYTHING that reminds me of her
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piggie and pumpkin= the fat white version of pizza and awkward
to Jason: I've been fair, getting alot of depression spells though. Been pretty lonely too, been stuck in this house for so long and high schools a boring bitch. I made the wrong choice of staying back a year.